sometime back, ella mentioned casually that i should go watch Gattaca, cos its really good. finished it today, and i want to watch it again, perhaps get the dvd.
im so drawned, while simultaneously repelled by it, and the presentation of an elite class of beings dominating over the rest.
was fascinated, by how much the human spirit can overpower physical limitations, and the lurking desires of craving perfection, banished into awkward silence.

tension of opposites.

jerome fascinated me to no end, as did vincent to a lesser degree.
jerome. he had all he ever wanted, yet dissatisfied for settling for seconds. how is it, that one deemed genetically perfect should have a weak spirit?
and how much he lived his dreams thru vincent. the destruction of one gave hope to the other. its very interesting.
i cried when he flamed up in broken dreams.
i know God made me this way for a reason, but i crave to be someone better than this, and i know alot of it stems from my own pride and arrogance to want to do well, stand out.
and thus despite all the imperfections, i thank God im this way, so that i continue to trust him. i need him because im not perfect.

i need really,to work hard. my art tutor told me i have 5 weeks to submission.
please everyone, pray for me tt i'd be disciplined! :)